Cause and Effect

Move On

I sat alone in front of my house while I was hearing a nice song on radio. There is another sound that called me behind. I saw pale face with tears on her cheek. She is my friends, mega. Before I asked her, she told me about her problem with her boyfriend. She wanted to end her relationship because her boy had another girl.  She could not accept what he had done because she loved him so much. My heart said something at that time, love was beauty when we choose appropriate one and we should encourage our self to take the better way when love hurt us co much.

            Suddenly, she stopped her cry and wipes her tears. I asked her to come to her boy and ended her relationship because he was not good for her anymore.  She stood up and told me that problem will be finished by her soon. I supported her because it was the best way to end her sadness.  Two days later, she came again and told me that she ended her relationship. it was a nice news from her and  I tried to make her laugh by telling some jokes to entertain her.

            Three months passed, I had thought that she had forgotten about her problem already. She begun cheerful, smile and built communication with other friend. I asked her to open heart for other boy because she had chance to be happy. She smiled at me and she said that she would try it. Finally, she found the boy which was my friend. They looked happy and decided to build relationship. Now, they have married and have two children.

            Life is never stuck just in one place, there are so many way to arrive there. Life is just process to find one and try others, leave one to try others. Never give up and afraid with a relation even make us hurt but still remember to move on and find the better one same like my friend. Now, she lived in happiness with her family.

The Great Ever Lost

 The Poor Piglet

Life is very precious. No one can deny that he or she will never feel the true happiness even the real sadness. We must be ready to face this life because every single that we do will bring out the result for us. War is one of suitable word as reflection between human and their destiny because both of them have strong relation to fulfill each other. Sometimes our destiny is about losing someone or something special even really important for us is part of it. It makes us depress, regret, stress even want to suicide. So, I decide that I have to keep what I have now because a chance never come twice to me.

            I forgot when that tragedy happen because it hurt me so much. I saw my mother in hurry, she looked afraid and panic. I was doubt to ask her what happen. Five minutes passed, my niece came to my house and she showed the same expression as my mother did. It made me wanted to know the thing that they would do. The first thing which rose on my mind was about money but I was totally wrong. They helped pig pregnant. My mother was happy because her pig had twelve piglets which gave her advantage. I saw her baby really weak and could not walk fast but they were so funny.

            One day, my mother had to come to my uncle’s ceremony. She told me to take care her pig and feed the pig on time. I said yes to her when she prepared something. My mother went away and let her pig in my protection. I turned on television because there was good program that I had waited. I enjoyed and forgot to feed her pig until evening. Surprisingly, my mother stood behind me and made me shocked. While I saw my mother face at that time, I remembered pig. I ran fast to see the condition of pig and her babies. Finally, I could not believe about what I had seen.

            The mother of babies pig had lay on the ground without movement and three of her babies had died. I was speechless and cried. My mother came and asked my why. I was afraid with her because I broke her belief that she gave to me. My mother was angry to me and took carrion of babies pig. From that moment, my mother ignore me for a day. I apologized her in order to make the condition became usual and promised to her that I would never do the same thing like I had done at that time. She forgave me easily and asked me not to repeat that worst one. I always remember what my mother said to me and teach me become responsible person and will never lose something again because one minute leave it means that we will never ask it to go back.

Regret after Bravery

Many people think that traditional market is place that we can get all things in fresh and the price is cheap than modern market. Although traditional market looks dirty but some people still chose this place for fulfill their life necessity. Even thought there are many people around this place, crime action like stealing still happen and never known by other people. Surprisingly, I saw with my own eyes at that time and I tried to believe that there was person who did it without feel guilty.

In the morning at 06.00 am, I was called by my mother to wake up because she gave me duty to go to market to buy some vegetables and meal for lunch and dinner. I washed my face and came to take money. The market was not so far and I walked away with my sister. There were so many people around the market and too late for me got fresh vegetable. I tried to through the space fast. Finally, I was the winner in competition for wresting vegetable and let them fight. I looked my sister bargain fish and approached her for some helped. Although the fish seller told that her fish was cheaper but I think twice to buy it. I thought Rp. 20.000 was really expensive for 1 kg little fish. I went home and asked my mom. She dealt with the price and I was back for second time.

On a to-do that I could not see clear face, there was woman touched my shoulder and said “what were you looking for?” I was surprised and addressed her at the same time. I could not answer her question because she just said hello and she was gone. I saw a woman carried big bag and joined to take part to buy meal. There was nobody who could see the action of women. I pretended to secure myself in order she did not see me when I observed her. I was shocked with what the women did, she stole a lot of eggs, sugar and oil after that she ran away without pay any money to the seller. Suddenly my sister reached my hand and we went out from that place.

I still thought about it until I arrived at home. It was so punch me because usually it did not common. Why she did not thinking before doing that, there was alternative way to avoid from that action. Stealing something would be given much sin. I was going to be headache thinking about that. I could not hide and annoy myself. Courageously, I approached my mother and told the story being done by the woman. I could not believe that my mother just smile while hearing what I said. There was nothing funny in the tragedy but my mother going to be crazy because she smiled at me, and spoke to me. She knew all the thing happened in that place, it had been continued for long time. There was nobody could stop it. Because they already knew the person who stole was person in low prosperity. I took a bow and through the worst experience in the traditional market.

Now, there are so many crimes happen in the world. It becomes dangerous because the doer can steal everywhere when the victim can realize the existence of the doer. However there are many question rises from my mind. Why do they sealing? What the advantage by doing the action? Finally, I decide to courage myself to speak out if I see stealing action happen again.

Luckily, I never meet the woman again when I go to the market. I wish the woman realize about her wrong habit and there is no generation will do the same thing. It likes Hendry Louise Gate statement when he met Mr. Wilson “ I have a hard time looking her in the eyes”.

My Dream House

Another someday is come and gone away

Event Paris and Rome  but I wanna go home

                                                                        Song by Michael Buble

House is a last purpose to come back. There is no other comfort place event we have small house and a bit facilities but it’s still own house. One place that safe us from cold and sun.

In the future I have been married and live with two sons and one daughter in happiness. They will run away and do everything in house. When my husband come and knock the door, I will open to address him with smile. I will take his bag and let him to sit on the chair while I prepare dinner. My daughter and sons will come when they listen their father has came. I will prepare dinner for them in dining room soon because I know that they hungry. We eat together and tell everything that we have done in that day.

I need small house for live but everything must be ready in that house such as table, chair, refrigerator, microwave, bad, television and small garden behind my house. My house will have two degreed. For up stair, it will be for night time and down stair for daily activities such as playing, cooking, Watching television and other thing. When I have spare time, I will play soccer with my sons in the garden and play doll with my daughter while i wait their father. When bed time is come, I will direct them to go up and tell them story until they fall sleep.

Home sweet home, it is word that I really like so much. Big or small at least it’s still our house. Big or small will never indicate that house give us true happiness. Big or small will make us comfort if we know how to treat that house. Nice house is not looked by size but how we create good thing in order tour house is looked big because we fulfill with love.

Friendship Never Die

Our born in this world actually have been directed by destiny. So, we will get what should we get based on what we did in the past. We also have chance to choose who is person we live with and person who we love. It means that in this journey to find person as friend so important. Friend is person who is close with us and every day we can meet freely, share something, have fun, cry and other thing. Friend is person who never complaint about our weakness and never jealous about our strength, someone who really loves us and never leaves us behind although we fall down, always motivate us until we tough to fight the day. I can conclude that I cannot live without someone else. I realize that I need friend to fulfill my life. It makes me want to know how to treat person, how to make them close with us.

To get friend is easy but best friend is not. Be a kind person is the first step to get friend. Be friendly is the second way to know her or him deeply. Be honest is the third way to make her or him believes with us and the last is be yourself, because friends never accept us in fake package but they need real friend without any repayment to be she or his friend. 

            My beloved friend name is Payani. She is 21 years old and now she is students in Ganesha University. She is kind person but sometimes she will become angry if she has problem with her boyfriend. All places are possible for her to show her smile such as; rest room, restaurant, market and other place because she is friendly. I love her, she always listen to me, cares to me, be patient, and make me laugh when I desperate. It was realize me when we were in junior high school. Many people in front of the class were watching drama. I didn’t know what she was thinking. She stood on the table and jumped freely. Perhaps she didn’t see big basket beside the table, the basket had been broken by her and all people saw her laid down on the floor.

I could not believe about what had been done by her, I didn’t know what should I do. I just saw her and I came to her immediately and said “ What’s going on?”. The unbelievable expression that I got was smile on her lips even she still kept her back. I thought it was the last accident that had been done by her but our classmates already knew that she was trouble maker in my class. Even though she was trouble maker but in my deep heart she was still my best friend forever.

Now, we cannot spend our time together but we still keep our communication and tell story by message or phone call. Sometimes we remember what happen in the past and make us laugh and happy. Distance is not too much take part in our relation because we have commitment if our friendship won’t end until our hairs are going to be white and old even we will die.

Finally, I am already treated through learning process in friendship. I get a lot of value that precious for me. The way that I use to make friendship is realizing me that we cannot survive alone without someone else. Same as me now, Payani is my best friend since junior high school until now. So, I will use this chance to keep our relationship in order to reach our expectation.